“It doesn’t make sense to let go of something you’ve wanted for so long. But it also doesn’t make sense to hold on when there’s nothing there.”

You’ve always been the one, and right now you’re just a big “what if’ in the back of my mind. It’s always been you and no one else. No one else can make me smile like you can. Isn’t that what it’s all about .? The feeling you get when you’re withthe one. You give me that feeling.

When I’m with you everything is perfect. I have fun. We laugh. We joke. We sing. We play fight. I’m comfortable and yet I still get that tingling feeling when your skin brushes mine or when you touch me. I can open up to you about anything. You geniuinely care about me, but is it in the way that I care about you .? Is it the circumstances that keep us apart .?

That’s the only thing that has me holding on, is the possibility that one day you might be mine. We flirt. I know you feel at least a little bit of something. When I lay my head on your back. When you put your arm around my shoulder. When I grab your hand. When we lay close to each other. When you whisper into my ear. When you catch me looking at you or I catch you looking at me.

I LOVE being your friend and being really close to you. But I don’t think I’ll ever be satisfied with just friends..

I’ve been going through it lately . Not having that shit on twitter though. So back to tumblr I go </3